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This is incredible!
This is like a wistfully sad and beautiful song that got stuck in my head
The feeling of expecting that instantaneous connection and not getting it, it’s so real!!! I think that’s one of the most painful things.
wow wow wow this is so gorgeous! Thank you for sharing it with us!
This is so beautiful! ☺️
this is a book i would go back to over and over again. thank you for making it.
this is incredible – thank you for sharing it.
Thank you.
beautiful :’)